Today I'm feeling kind of like myself again. Yesterday I woke up to what I can only imagine contractions must feel like and spent most of the day on the couch just crying a deep cry. I truly think I had been in shock up to that point. Today, I will make it to the shower, and I may even return the bag of maternity clothes I have sitting by the door. Maybe. Maybe not.
I'm already dreading the idea of going back to work next week and actually having to talk to people.
UPDATE - not only did I make it to the shower, but I did return that bag of clothes (the clerk asked me if I wanted the coupons and trials that were still in the bag - when I said no, I think she got it), treated myself to a white chocolate mocha, I got the new TV I've been wanting for my office, stopped at the grocery store to get things for dinner - AND came home and cleaned my kitchen, dusted, and swept the floors. A little more normal each day!
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